Healthy happy life

Health is the most important thing there is.  Those if you who rarely have health issues may take it for granted, but please remember you should always treat your body with care, even when you're feeling fine.  I have been dealing with health issues most of my life and when I'm feeling good I really dislike thinking about what I should be doing to stay healthy.  Sometimes I feel like illness has robbed me of a normal life, so when I feel good I just want to do whatever and not even acknowledge that I will most likely get sick again.  This is not the way to live.  For one thing, I need to change my perception.  Eating healthy foods, exercising, mental stimulation, creative outlet, these are all things that we should be doing not out of fear that we may get sick if we don't, but out of the joy that these things bring to our lives.  I know that especially lately I have become resentful and angry when I get sick, and I am sorry for this and for anyone that has had to deal with me.  I am human and I struggle and sometimes I act in ways that I know are wrong.  I am working on changing my attitude.  I am certainly thankful that I have support from people that love me.  I am thankful for my doctors who are trying to make things better.
I am certainly not saying live your life in fear, because that will not make you happy and happiness leads to health.  Live your life to the fullest, appreciate what you have, and treat your body with care and respect.